Updates..

I've been blogging quite frequently these days..

HAHA! Too much time on my hands..

Anyway, I'm finally listening to the Matchbox Twenty album and it's darn good. : )

I did something brave today. I went to a client's office alone and did the work!! I don't know if I noted down everything I was supposed to but yeah, I feel really INDEPENDENT! haha!

It felt like I was thrown into the sea with the oxygen tank and everything. It just depended on how I was going to react..

It turned out fine lah.. I hope. I'll only know my 'performance' on Monday when my boss comes back and reviews the work I've done..
sigh.. *fingers crossed*

Anyways, I finally tried the green tea McFlurry..
Okay only lah.. for $2.50.. I expected more.. but I guess it depends on who's making the ice cream right?? Like if the person is not going to give you a lot of the flavouring then the McFlurry is not going to taste that fantastic..

But at least I managed to eat it..

I'm hoping to watch a movie next week!! Hopefully 'Sex and the City'.. : )
But we'll only know next week..

'Not by the blisters on my sunburnt skin' - reading these words made me realize that this blog is 1-year old!! : )

whee.. one year has passed..

So many things have changed since then... some happy, some devastating..some anger, some laughter but we move on..

People say that 'No one is really indispensable.' I think that it's very true.. Sad but true..

We can only hold on to memories..and hope that we never let them fade away with time..

Since we can never tell what will happen next, 珍惜眼前人。

I tend to take things for granted sometimes..

We try to grab on to something.. but once we do so, our fists open and the things we were holding on to initially fall out.

(That's why it's important to have 2 hands.. hehehe...)

P.S. I love my rabbits! : )

Separate issue: youths these days..

I just watched this weird short video called 'Youth blog' on channel U.

The story was about this girl who has family problems, school problems and relationship problems..so she turns to this act of cutting herself with a pen knife..thinking that it will make the pain all go away.

Of course, initially, this act works 'wonders' and she's happy for a while. She gets to make friends in school as well cos they all cut themselves..

I think the weirdest part has got to be the scene where she asks her younger sister to cut herself.. when the younger one refuses, she cuts her!! and naturally the younger sister cringes and weeps quietly in pain.. The girl actually goes, 'Yay, I'm finally better at something than her.' ... -_-

But the show had really classic quotes:
1. The ones you love the most have the ability to hurt you the deepest.

2. When I needed help, I hoped that you could be there. But you were not. (Or something along those lines...)

Anyway, the ending was so abrupt.. The father helped her put antiseptic cream on her fresh wounds because the 'feel good' effect had worn off and she was trying to get more 'kick' and started scraping her whole arm with the pen knife like it was someone else's hand.

The moral of the story:

Sleep more, watch less.

Good night! : )

it's amazing how...

the littlest of things can make one so happy and forget the tonnes of things that make one feel like crap..

I'm finally able to add a new kind of citizen in MyCity in facebook!
A taxi driver!!

I've been trying so hard and hoping that they'd give me more choices of the citizens to put in my City!

WAHAHAH! I couldn't help but clap and laugh out loud when I saw 'Taxi Driver' at the end of the list! : )
I'm gonna add many many Taxi Drivers!

I'm insane.. hahaha : )

Life's a b*tch but we'll survive. : )

Because of the wonderful pantry at work and the silliest of conversations with my dad.. : )
and facebook.

Need comfort food

Hai..

I'm not a fan of writing unhappy stuff on blogs..but hai, these few days have been really crap.. I feel v down..

After a certain unhappy incident at work (not worth even mentioning who and why cos it's just so unbelievable), I've been going through this horrible phase.. I think it's really the DOWN side of things..

Quite bad..

I think it's affecting my attitude..whether towards people or work..

And I also feel bad because I haven't spent time listening to Matchbox Twenty's latest album (that's already quite old). I have the time but not the patience.. The songs' bridges sounds nice but I don't have the mood! I can't even tahan the new songs for 3 secs. ( Not that they are bad, Matchbox Twenty's songs are all very nice!) but I just don't feel good..

I just wanna keep on listening to the songs I'm familiar with..
Quite screwed up..

I think I need a good and healthy dose of endorphines!!
Make me happy too..hai..I really need to improve on this situation or I'll really destroy every single friendship I have now..

My family's also making unreasonable requests of me..Really unreasonable..

I think I'm going crazy.

Hope this phase ends soon..Otherwise, it'll be a damn early quarterlife crisis..